I am a shit head.
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Basement Jaxx:Kish Kash
Topic: School
sorry for not posting. Finals, I will try to graduate this year, if not then....thats life, my life, I need to get back on my ritalin (I cant control my ADHD, it controls me) but i need to change medications, I have been off for more than a year. Oh well have a nice christmas everyone, if you read then comment! Visit my fanfic if you like tenchi and washu from tenchi muyo, url follows. www.fanfiction.net/u/dnno (i think) Fanfic name:Washu's Pain. Rated: R

Life sucks (like usual)
Mood:  down
Now Playing: The Chillout Lounge
Well all of this has completely sucked. I broke/cracked my iPAQ's glasstop (screen). But the good news is that I can order a replacement screen and put it in myself (to save money b/c the screen [I gotta order the whole screen (digitizer, glasstop, lcd) which is something like $150 but when you compare that to the price of buying a new one ($428 @ best buy) I can deal with it. Now I need a job or to coax that from my g/f. Well she is thinking of going to collage in january. I have a lot of mixed feelings about her leaving. I am happy for her because she wants to improve herself but I dont want any sort of "drifting" between us. I get the funny feeling that I would be the one drifting and that would hurt her in turn hurting me. Sorry for not posting for like two weeks, but life has been hell. I had to meet with the school psychologist, four counselers, the teacher guided study liason, and a secretary. They make up this thing called the SIT (student improvement team). The psychologist was staring at me for what seemed like the whole time. (very fucking creepy). I GOT A GMAIL ACCOUNT!!! (for those of you who dont know a gmail account is an account on googles mail server that has 1 Gigabyte of storage space) I got it through a guy in my A+ certification class. Man does it totally kick ass b/c 1. I have 1 GB of storage 2. Its exclusive 3. It loads really fucking fast. Well thats all for now. Later.

Sorry
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: ??? Cant find som of my music/ gotta clean
Topic: School
I need to clean my room by friday. It sucks. Sorry for not posting. Ok weekend. No phone though, too expensive so I think I will look at other phones. I will still try to post remotly. DnD was today. Met another Dwarven Cleric and welcomed him into our "group". Well the 1/2 drow (erin) was an idiot as usual and went off into another tunnel as the group went down another. Damn newbies (although I still fuck up and I am not exactly an experienced player [second campaign] {we do them after school}). Underground crap, premade adventure. Dwarven strong hold, cant remember the campaign title. Oh well, I had fun though. Nice to have a second healer/dwarf. Dwarves kick ass. Dont argue with me I will always stand by my dwarf. Kiss my ass if you disagree/dwarf hate. Later.

Weekend
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Weekend
YAY IT IS FRIDAY!!! Well I have no fucking clue as to what to write. Have a nice fucking weekend. ;) Later.

Yawn...
Now Playing: Again Basement Jaxx, and now The Electric Joe Satriani Collection
Topic: School
I am tired, I want to sleep. Tommorow I get a new phone. I think I will go eat. Later.

Odd Shit
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Basement Jaxx , Kish Kash: Plug It In , Kish Kash , Hot and Cold , If I Recover
Well I have found out something amazing! Some people sleep nude! Odd thought but I have been meaning to post this. Any comments?

SORRY and GOOD News!!!
Mood:  happy
Sorry for not posting more. I will be getting a new cellphone friday and I can send mail to my blog and have it posted (I am getting that leet t-mobile phone with the fold out keyboard, like in the ad). so expect me to start posting lots of crazy small posts, that are constant for each day.

Morning
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Girlfriend
Well last night sucked. Now my girlfriend cant come over in the mornings. It is fine with my parents and I want her to come over. But her mother refuses to listen to her. It kinda feels like she [her mother] is trying to take away all of our time together. This is a short list of rules from her imposed on her daugheter:She can pick me up from school but can only hang out with me till four. I get off at three and it takes about a half hour to get home depending on trafic. 2. Can't talk on her cellphone longer than thirty minutes (even on nights and weekends when its free) with me. 3. She has a curfew of 11 O'Clock (she is 19). 4. Can't talk on to her after dates. 5. Can't stay past 10 on weeknights even when it is an invation from my parents to come over for dinner, etc...
Well that is some of them anyways. (P.S. She gets yelled at if she writes to many checks from her own account.) Later.

Extra Extra Read All About It
Mood:  happy
Topic: School
Well I am getting to enter 1 more entry today and THIS IS IT! My girlfriend is here with me now and is standing behind me. I asked her if she is mad at me and she isnt. She did have a bad day though and I am wondering what made it so horrible. Seeing me is supposedly the best thing that has happened to her today. I am not so sure about that considering how big of and ass I am most of the time to her. I do love her lots, and am grateful that God has seen fit to bless me with having her in my life. I am the happiest I have been in years. She is such a wonderfull person, so kind, loving, and sweet. I feel so much better having her at my side. My life was miserable before her. (I am not saying its perfect now)[but life is infinately better because of her. Later, post tommorow.

Better day
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: School
Well its post lunch now. I figured out that dream. I think that my girlfriend is mad at me. I will ask her. Last post for the day. Post tommorow.